shattred_rosary
Dec. 20th, 2005
Aug. 15th, 2004
12:41 am - uh.
i guess i really dont know what to write. my cousins up in town so ive been spending alot of time with the family. its been funner than i thought it would be. summers almost over. it will be in about 2 weeks. thats crazy....been playing bass and reading alot lately. and picking up some extra hours at work. not much else is new, just been hanging around lately. blah
Jul. 24th, 2004
Jun. 14th, 2004
09:47 pm - this is the song ive been singing my whole life....
so. updating the 'ol journal might be a good idea...i mean it was just getting crazy. me and j. reformatted my computer! it runs so nice now, and has so much space. schools been over for a while...which of course kicks ass. now i can sleep. i think im taking the saturday morning shift at work....but hey its more hours which is more money. ive pretty much just been hanging out this summer, chilling with my friends, good times. i downloaded the album machina by the smashing pumpkins, its awesome. not much else is new, i went to steve and lyz's grad parties, those were alot of fun. im heading to barnes and noble tomorrow to pick up a book i ordered. heh...im a nerd.....im hungry...so im gonna leave and get some food
-peace
-sam
May. 16th, 2004
09:15 pm - so_this_is_it
lets see. not too much to write here...but i will ramble on anyways, because that's what i do. on friday it was verrryyyy busy at work, and then after that i dont really remember. saturday i helped my cousin move furniture out of her appartment again, then went to my grandpas birthday party, which was fun...then after that i went to a friends house and there were a few people there, and it was a good time. then today i spent the day with alyssa, and i drove alot. that was my weekend....so to go or not to go is the question i am thinking about.. -sam
May. 10th, 2004
11:31 pm - i have no clue whats going on...
so yeah i really dont know what's going on at school, theres a bunch of shit and jibber jabber...yes jibber jabber..going on about stuff...yeah its all rather tiring, but what isnt tiring to me. the school year is almost over!!! which is cool i guess....despite the fact that all my friends are graduating...:\ fuck. but i am happy for them that they get to get out of school. and i guess i shouldnt say All my friends..just the people i hang out most with. i have to help my cousin move out ...again... tomorrow. all i want to do is just come home and watch some movies or something..god damnit..im in a very dark mood these last few days..broken only for a while today when i was actully happy for a few hours, i'll keep why to myself...but today i went to the mall and checked out some stuff...scored some free water at the barnes and noble (heh.) and yeah i drew some cool stuff. then i proceded to buy the new 'in flames' album...which is very well done i must say. then after that i took a nap, then i pumped the tires in my bike and i went for a long bike ride... i dunno anyone who reads this, bear with me in school im probably going to be disgruntled, i cant say why, everyone has their own demons... well..
i have to leave
-peace
sam
May. 6th, 2004
08:30 pm - uhh..not that it's important or anything...but i updated
hey...its been a REALLY long time since i updated this thing. i was thinking about deleting this journal...but deleting journals is for quitters heh. hm. well i got my paycheck recently and it was alot, so that is really cool.. i even managed to get an average report card, and i will pass all my classes this year w00t. bass has been going very good. ive learned a few new cool tricks...i started writing again, not that anyone will see it but whatever. almost done with my behind the wheel and i will be getting my permit at the beginning of next year, probably with my car. well ill write more later
peace
-sam
Apr. 25th, 2004
12:16 am - trigito
it's 12:30 pm. and i just got back from hanging out with my friends and co-workers. we watched InuYasha and drove around..good times its good to get out of the house. the last few days have been alright...im a little worried about this whole school/grades situation...so i just will have to not skip at all (a point my mom made perfectly clear) ..but thats fine with me the fun of skipping has long since worn off...even though i never really skipped for fun if that makes sense. heh. i can pull off A's on the last grading period and class finals.. its really not all that hard. enough about school though. not much planned for the near future, i think me and my girlfriend are going out to eat one of these nights. that's really all i have to say...
peace
-sam
Apr. 19th, 2004
07:34 pm - so. yeah.. er... blah
hey everybody. been a little while since i updated, so i thought i would. school still sucks but its total suckage is lesser than usual..yeah.. i got into an argument with my dad, so thats not very cool but hey what can you do. ive found a renewed passion for playing the bass, ive been jamming like crazy to the woe of my neighbors haha. i've also been writing a song that i like alot. its pretty schwanky.
...anyway thats all for now
peace
-sam
Apr. 11th, 2004
08:56 pm - umm.
so sorry i havent really updated this in a while, well im not really sorry but yeah you know. ive been working and been on the road alot lately so thats why.
ive got school tomorrow, this break went by so fast for me...damn school anyways. i dropped creative writing, for reasons i will keep to myself. so i dont know how i really feel about that, who cares ill just hang out in the art room. the other night i hung out with some friends and we went to perkins then watched movies. it was fun stuff. i dunno.. i really have nothing to write.
Mar. 29th, 2004
08:20 pm - just sitting here.
hey. lot has happened with me since i last wrote.
i got my permit! ^_^ im pretty pumped cause im that much closer to my goal of driving. now all i gotsta do is get me a car.
ive been working so much lately its insane. i might be working four days a week pretty soon. which might suck, but hey im getting money, and thats what matters. me and savannah are having a homework party! heh it should be fun i really need to start doing my homework. if i can do good this grading period and next, i should be ok. im in the process of writing another song, should be fun. music is a good outlet. lol today i saw the man with the killer mullet. it was some pretty funny stuff, i pointed, i laughed, he looked at me, and i hid. lol cause im cool like that. im just happy that im done with the whole drivers ed thing. no more staying at school untill 6. also, ive noticed that since ive had gym, i can run farther without tiring out, which is cool. i run alot haha yes.
run from da poleece. heh yeah im an idiot i know. in creative writing our portfolios are due and they need 5,000 words of short stories...XD <----dead face
^ ^
i can do it...-.- <--wise face. hmm...what else is new... my dad is coming up on spring break, so that could be cool.
on another note, im thinking of going on a cleaning and organizing spree. i figure if it get everything cleaned and organized school will be easier. and if it is not, well lol...my rooms a mess i think theres some food hidden somewhere...stench lol....yeah oi. well im gonna take off, maybe play some bass guitar...
-peace
-sam
Mar. 24th, 2004
11:03 pm - aye...
so many things have been going on lately, that it's just been hard to think....and ive been rather pre-occupied lately. so i apologize if i'm a little short tempered, or more anti-social than usual that's why. and don' bother asking what's wrong cause i really dont want to talk about it.
on another note, i almost have all my assignments done in most of my classes, so we'll see how that goes. eh...i really have nothing to say
-sam
Mar. 21st, 2004
10:45 pm - a weekend of epic proportions.
this weekend went by pretty fast. and it was actully fun. friday night i hung out at the house with alyssa. then we got a call from tony, and we headed to the party. heh that was a cool party. lots of cool people were there. and i got home at like 1 in the morning. then on saturday i went and saw the movie 'secret window' with; alyssa, ravyn,alina, and savannah. the movie wasnt that great but it was nice to chill with friends. then on saturday night after the movie we went to brents party. which was also fun. and i spent the night. then today alyssa came over and we just hung out. i did absolutly no homework :s but oh well what are you gonna do.
peace
-sam
Mar. 18th, 2004
01:19 pm - sick from school.
i finally got to sleep!!!!!! im feeling a little bit better...i woke up at like 6 today with like a 100 fever, and my mom gave me a 600 mg of motrin, and told me to go back to sleep, and then i did and woke up at 11:30. i just took my shower, and drank some tang so im feeling happy. now that i got all this time to myself i dont really know what to do lol. im playing my bass right now, hopefully me and matt will make that band soon. so yeah im sitting here playing bass, chewing some refreshing orbit wintter fresh gum...its fresh! ;) things seem really weird lately... i dont know why thats just what i think. i stopped playing bass, and im doing some homework now. might as well get some stuff done for school. pimp the system heh, yeah thats right. so yeah i think i have to walk to drivers ed so im off!! ....peace
-sam
Mar. 17th, 2004
Mar. 15th, 2004
06:33 pm - ìdes ôf /\/\ârch
haha...ok im a nerd.
not much is going on, school isnt really all that bad lately workwise..otherwise is a different story..lol so today it was my turn with amo's shirt...that thing is getting spread around like the herpies......she'll get it back eventully im sure :\ today in drivers ed we watched some movies...and mc hammer was in it!! funny stuff. yeah i dunno..im getting pretty sick no drivers ed tomorrow...hell yeah. on a different note.. i really need to stop drinking pop. its just not going to be good for me in the long run i think. so yeah im gonna stop drinking pop and eating candy. maybe ill even go on one of those juice fasts for like a week, i have a LOT of toxins in my body lol :\ so we'll see how that goes. *little bitta tha mersh mersh* well....thats all i got for now
peace
-sam
Mar. 13th, 2004
10:56 am - chillin at the house on saturday morning
soo. yeah here it is on saturday. the saturday where i should be out doing stuff....but no my mom went out of town and guess what...i have to stay home. oh well...loafing is fun i got some junk food,pop, and a comftorble chair..yeaaaahh hurray for being lazy. i plan on playing some ps2 and playing my bass, so sounds like a fun day to me. tonight if i can manage it i am going to go to beaners tonight for the big concert. i feel like moshing. it will kick ass. im gonna go get some food now..so bye
Mar. 8th, 2004
06:43 pm - wishing i could just lay down and sleep forever..
today was alright. didnt have to be at school untill 9:00 like a normal person.....so yeah i actully got to sleep a bit. didnt really do much in school..mostly just sat back and pretended i was interested. then of course...drivers ed...woo...party.
now im home and eating some fritos and listning to some good music so its all good.
ive been so tired lately...and getting dizzy more often was well, but oh well it doesnt really matter. ive been practicing my bass alot, and i think i might get a band going with my friend matt...so that would be cool. but yeah...ill write more later ive got a headache...
-sam
Mar. 4th, 2004
07:11 pm - angry mumbles!!!
havent updated for a while. oh well so now i am in drivers ed after school. which is good because i need to drive SOON. but yeah everyday staying untill 6 is a drag...at least i know and like some people in that class. otherwise id just get my money back...you guys know who you are. ...mmmm frito burrito.... ok im done with the drivers ed inside jokes. so these last 6 days have been pretty crazy. just trying to get stuff in for the end of the grading period. and also just dealing with a bunch of shit and always being dizzy..(dont mean to be all complaining like but..hah thats what this shit is for.) im really starting to like creative writing, especially now that we're pretty much done with the poetry!!! haha wednsday i had to do the mile run...10:09!! aha...im in such bad shape. but yeah me and benito are partners in laziness for that class its pretty hilarious. and i guess im on 'sabatacle' for work now untill drivers ed is over..there are pros and cons there, but its all good. im probably getting a second job in the near future w00t... yeah today i pretty much just drifted around...walked down to the deli at lunch and just listned to music. i dont really care anymore. im gonna sign off now.
-sam
Feb. 28th, 2004
10:38 am - got me a room and typing on my friends laptop
heh. last night me matt dena and krissy and chrissy went out to the movies. that was a fun time. then we went to the mall and then went driving around. good times.(wow i actully did something...) but yeah when i got back i had a message for me in my email so that was kind of.....well lets just say good moodbreaking then my mom was yelling at me and some other stuff happened so i got really mad. and i got myself a hotel room and left for the night. so this is where i am and im just about to leave.(im on my friends laptop) i had well not a good time here....but i got some thinking done and i got continental breakfast ^_^...and yeah i guess im coming home. im actully starting to try in school and guess what....i found that if i try i actully CAN do it. so thats awesome, maybe my mind is getting clearer lately. well i have to go, its not like anyones gonna read this anyways heh.....later
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